Who m i ?

Since long time i did not reli visit to my blog and give an update on it. Thanks to my frequent reader who encourages me to pour some words here.
Well, it's been a smooth and good days for me all these while as i did not have anything that I wish to share.
Today, I just realised, I've got a big slap on myself!
What m I behave as lately? What m I intend to portray to this community?
I always tell glory, show pride and giving impression . .
Today I flash back on what I did all these were just a fake.

Thinking back the feelings that I have on u. .
It's seriously a 'should not' for me at first.
Thinking back the style that I shown to u
It's seriously a fool to myself? Why am i behave like this?
All the outcome is just for a 'yes' from u.
But at last I choose not to bear with all these.
I choose not to be fool for the thing I've done.

May be people might think that I am a good leader,
in fact, I never thought that I give any impression to anyone.
What is leadership mean?
I never gone thru any stages, instead skipping it out for an instance achievement.
My interest is endless, but it ends here for the love and serve.
Disappointment is endless I suppose?
Well, still remember of What I've set for my goal in the future?
Must I walk back on track?


Sometimes, I dont really know who m i?
Here, feel free to drop 'A comment on Derek Jr.'
I would be delighted to see and hopefully I get who I am actually in myself.